Correct Person, Wrong Timing?



You know how people always say we have to meet the correct person at the correct timing

in order to have a perfect love or love that'll last?

I guess in a way thats true for most of us.

Like me and many others,

I'm sure we all have our part of meeting the one who we really love and everythings all so good

BUT,

why is it at such a deathly wrong timing?

And when we tried means and ways to mend and patch everything to make it perfect,

all we got was more cracks and ugly scars.

.

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For myself,

I've had quite a number of relationships.

but each of them ended up with bad/sad/hurt or broken endings.

And when things ended,

I would take a couple weeks,

let myself heal and ask myself what went wrong?

did the fault lies in me?

or was it something i could have done better?

did i not love him enough?

why does it come to all of these?

And each time the answer i got was all different.

some was my mistake,

some was the other half's mistake.

whatever it was, everything has ended and we should all move on.

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And today I asked myself,

I've met a guy who's the perfect guy of my dreams.

he has everything i wanted and more,

but here's the problem.

He was the perfect half, wrong timing.

If we met at the correct timing,

things would be so much easier.

I dont have to worry about anything or do anything to make you stay.

cause I know,

that we would last if everything's at the correct place.

we can build on our foundation,

we can have endless beautiful memories together playing sports,

going to places you like,

staying at a spot i like,

we wont quarrel (well wont quarrel much),

we'll be doing new things together like baking or photography,

we wont be praying and wishing things is much easier.

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And when I'm done feeling sorry and pitiful for myself,

done sitting in my room not doing anything or showering or eating,

done with crying or sleeping endlessly,

I will wake up eventually.

Because here's the reality.

We live in a realistic world of truths and hurtful shit happens.

We wont get the most beautiful relationship if two person in love cant be together,

neither will we feel happy if one doesnt feel satisfied or being loved enough.

And as I am officially reaching the most important age in my life,

I realised too that i wont just sit and feel depressed,

neither will i be that sorry ass and bitch about things that could have happened or could have avoided.

I choose to let it go,

let it be,

and let time heal and see everything.

If weeks, months, or even years later.

we both realised that we still love each other the way we feel now,

I'll know and we'll know how to make it last the way we wanted.

And by then,

we'll be the perfect half, at the correct timing finally.

when it finally comes to that,

we'll be living in a world full of bliss and love

♥♥♥